I thought the hardest thing about writing a newsletter would be writing the first one. Turns out I was wrong. The first piece I wrote came out of me just like that. Then I spent the next couple of days obsessing over what to write about in the next one.
A lot of my ideas were too complicated. And some downright ridiculous. I consulted friends and family ā some gave me workable ideas. Others wasted my time (to them: do better!). Eventually, I gave up. I waited for divine inspiration to strike, as I often do when the creative juices just wonāt flow. Not that Iām a big fan of the divine. As a kid, I wanted to become a Buddhist when I grew up. Now that I am a grown-up (on paper, at least), I am not as keen. My agnosticism notwithstanding, the question still remains. What do I write about in my second outing of Whatsitcalledagain?
The answer echoed in the corridors of my memory (if you remember my first email, Iām a sucker for flashbacks): back when I was a 12-year old, there was a ācomputer roomā in our house where I spent my afternoons ādressingā digital avatars of celebrities (donāt ask), writing imaginary diaries posing as an American schoolgirl (I was one of Disneyās most devoted consumers), and going to a site called Bee MP3.com (foreshadowing much?) to download Avril Lavigne songs.
That computer room is now my 22-year-old brotherās room (which I am rarely allowed to enter).
The internet has changed a lot in the 14 years since then. But if you want to take a trip down memory lane with me, try theĀ Wayback Machine. You go over there, type a URL or some keywords, and access long lost webpages as theyāve been saved over the years. Itās like a slot machine for a past thatās not toooo much in the past, but still in the past. Dive in.
P.S. Although I didnāt end up becoming a Buddhist, I still try to practice one of its most basic tenets - compassion. You should too, which means you should share this with the people you love. (A Buddhist would have found a wiser and gentler way to tell you this, but then Iām not a Buddhist!)